I am jealous of the way you inspire me to become a better person. I find it perplexing how you can talk and with every word I get more inspired to expand my vocabulary. You tell me of all the small facts you have learned and I wish I had the same motivation you had to absorb information that no one else considered interesting. And then you write and I wonder if I will ever be able to express myself in such intricate details with such precise words. I sometimes wish that I could look at the world through your eyes, that I can be such half as amazing and interesting as you are. I sometimes wish that I could be you and then I realize it isn’t you I want to be the person I want to become is the best version of me. The only way I will be able to realize my full potential is if I admire who you are to finally realize who I want to be.